how do you love

We mistaken love as lust..you don't try to get to know me. Yes, you may take me out and say you love me and come down to see me. Have you ever tried to get to know me? It's because we are having too much sex..Whenever we hang out its so repetitive..I already know whats going to happen at the end of the day. "sex" I don't want to have sex for a freaking long time honestly, its fun, but I don't want to just have sex with you. I want a fucking real relationship. Honestly, I'm not going to get attached with you or try to get close to you. I'm going to get my guard up again. I want to talk for hours, I want to have a good as communication. I want us to be able to have a day without having sex. I hate sex..