Friday, October 9, 2009

I'll have it all (a new lyric) =)


I’ll have it all


I guess this is not my time, it never is.
Somewhere in this room there’s probably a tiny light.
Sadly I can’t see any of it at all.
It’s hard to move, nothings really changing.
Maybe it’s just me; maybe everything is changing without me realizing it.

I’ll count every breath I take; I’ll count every blink I blink.
I can’t count how much hope I have left.
My knees is weak, can’t move so I’ll just stay here.
Chorus
I’m getting used to staying in this room.
I used to feel so many things, but now I can’t feel anything.
I think I should just give up of knowing what I want.
Right now, I just really don’t know.
Maybe I’ll have it all later on, but not at this moment.

It’s pathetic how I’m still in this old place.
Why am I doing? I need to move;
Maybe moving a little bit would still be good.
Oh no! I’m getting claustrophobic, I need more space.

I’ll count every breath I take; I’ll count every blink I blink.
Sadly I can’t count how much hope I have left.
My knees is weak, can’t move so I’ll just stay here.
(Repeat Chorus)


I don’t want to stay in this room.
I hate being so empty, I want to feel something.
I have to keep going, no more falling.
I can’t have it all, if I’m still here.
It’s hard to get up, but I have to try at least.

Monday, October 5, 2009

My hero, My love=)


I love you more than anything, or I don't even know what that means because I love you so much that I'll literally will do anything for you. I'm falling for you all over again, you are everything I want need. I don't need or want anybody else, because I already have you. You don't know how much you make me happy, and how much I would love to be with you everyday. I miss you, even if we just saw each other couple of hours ago. Your the reason why I try to make things better for myself and everything else. You make me want to be a better person, or have ambitious. I hope you know that I love you, and I always have. I fall for you everyday, I'm so thankful to have you. I'm sorry for being a bitch, and an asshole before. Even if it's not perfect between us, or we don't have our best days. It wont make me love you any less, because I know will work it out.=) I love you babie=3

Saturday, October 3, 2009

lyrics just finished it=)

I may not have it all, but at least I have enough.

My clothes might not much all the time,
My hair is a mess can’t fix it right.
I put my hair in a ponytail, but it doesn’t look cool.
I decided to put it down, but I’ll leave it down for now.
I need to make my up my mind.
I’m changing it every second.

I may not be the prettiest, and I’m not that kind.
I can be a pain, and I might make you pull all your hair out.
Just be patient with me here, I’ll get it right somehow.
Give me a chance to make it right.

Chorus
I tripped, I fall down.
It’s weird how I don’t really get embarrassed that much.
I laugh at myself, into nothing, or out of nowhere.
I can’t believe I’m actually having fun.
I may say things you don’t get, or it hasn’t been invented yet.
Hey baby, I can’t change that, I can’t change it for you.
I may not have it all, but at least I have enough.

I don’t have cash, so I have to ask.
I’m still looking for a job; I guess it hasn’t found me yet.
I almost fail every single task.
I keep trying; I’m not giving up anything.
(Repeat Chorus)

Hey baby I can’t change anything for you so you can be happy.
I’m changing nothing for you, so just accept the way I am.
I may not have it all, but at least I have enough.