Monday, July 27, 2009

=DD




Gosh they are such an inspiration, especially ellen kim. My cousin showed me there dance videos, and oh sheez I fell in love with it. ahh I'm going to ask my parents if I can take hip hop dance, then ballroom dance=DD. I can't waitxDD.



they are sooo clean xDD and knows how to really freakin dance O.O

Friday, July 24, 2009

My Dearest Heart

My Dearest Heart

My dearest heart, how have you been feeling?
I know your going through a hard time right now,
but I promise nothing will be aching.

Were getting closer, both of us is getting stronger.
Little by little I know its still healing, and try to forget.
I tried to forget.

My Dearest heart help me get your pain away so we wont have to suffer
Don't run, I know its going to get better soon.
Right now we just have to go through this together.

We've been pouring our feelings out, but it still hurt so bad.
I've been trying to heal you, I know its not going to end that soon.
Give me chance that will both be better, and this wont happen again I swear.

My Dearest heart it still hurts and I hate feeling this way.
I tried to pretend that It didn't bother, but I knew that it be a lie.
I can't hide that my heart is hurting inside. It's so easily noticeable,
that people starts to notice.

I know but not today, not too soon. Later on My dearest heart
I promise everything will be worth it.

Emotions

Emotions

Rose doesn't know what she feels anymore,
All she wants do right now is to be alone.
Shes afraid to open her eyes,
because it doesn't want to believe that you really left.

She knows she will be good.
But right now she just feel this empty emotions.
Rose taught she was strong, but all she could think about is to be done.

Rose doesn't want to feel this pain, it hurts so much.
It eaten all the emotions, you broke everything what she needed to feel inside.
Tears keep coming down, when she didn't want too.
She can't trust you with herself right now, Maybe she needs a time for herself.
So please don't give her any sympathy because shes doing the right thing.

I miss

I miss

I miss how you use to look at me, the one who just didn't care what I look like.
Now you can't even look at me the same anymore.
It hurts to think that we have two different lives
Now we have to start over with another empty book.

I miss how we used to sit in my stupid old couch but still had fun.
Even if we didn't have anything to do, I was still happy with you.
Now it hurts to stand right next to you, because I know it can't be undone.

I miss how we used to try to fix the fight, especially figuring out right away.
I also miss when you tried to make me believe that every thing's going to be alright
Now it's hard to even say if we're going to be o k.

I miss the way you hug me, I miss the way you wipe my tears.
I also miss when I used to be your only girl, I miss when we thought that this was going to be our year.
Now it hurts to think that we will never know.
We don't know if were going to be together or alone.

I miss when you always help me, when I thought I could trust you.
Now I don't even have a clue.
I miss when you told me I was only your girl.
Now it hurts so much that I was easily replaced.

I miss you, I always missed you.
I love you, I have always love you.
I cared for you, I have always cared.
Now I'm going to be hard to chase back.

heal this broken heart

Heal this broken heart

Now you completely crushed it, I've heard enough of all your lying words.
I've cried so many times for you hoping you'll come back.
You really fooled me thinking that you knew my standard.
I hated it when time goes by so slow, I just want to forget all this
So I can forget this broken past.

You said you were going to be with me until the end,
or did you mean you don]t want to be with me when you just can't handle it.
You've hurt me so many times, but this one is just not easy to get by.
You didn't even bother to check me if I was alright, I was the one who tried fix this stupid fight.

Chorus
Oh this is the last time you'll hurt me so bad.
No you can't do this to me again.
I know I'm going to show you that I'm happy, no more sad.
I need time to heal this broken heart, but right now
I'm still torn apart.

The last thing I want to do is not think of you, because
it'll lead me back to where I don't want to be.
Now its harder to forget this pain, but it hurts even more that our memories is no more good.
You told me, will fix this together until it gets better.

You knew how much you mean to me, but you just sat there
seeing me get more lost with myself.

You said you were going to be with me until the end,
or did you mean you don't want to be with me when you just can't handle it.
You've hurt me so many times, but this one is just not easy to get by.
You didn't even bother to check me if I was alright,
I was the one who tried to fix this stupid fight.
(repeat chorus)

You expect me to understand why you hurt me,
but I still wanted to be there by your side.
You expected me to know that it has to be like this.
But you knew I couldn't get over you.
So I'm done with your confusing self.
(repeat bridge)
(repeat chorus)