Friday, December 25, 2009
Putting back the pieces
For months and months, I've been lost and angry with myself. I'm not goin to lie 2009 has been the hardest year, many things can change in just one year. I've learned so many things around me and most of all I've learned a lot of things about myself. Even though I got my heart torn, felt like dying, the pain that almost cause my heart to completely shatter. I've been more mature and Im more stronger than I was before. I know I have said I hate life many times before, but without those pain and suffering I wouldn't know as many things today. I think I'm getting better everyday and nothings going to stop me. From today, I'm going to make things better for myself, my education, my boyfiend, and most of all my family. I'm going to live life to the fullest and I promise you I'm going to succeed:)
Friday, December 18, 2009
Two new poems=O well not really just didn't post it lol until now
Scarred
Every song that keeps reminding me of the past, still feels like it happened yesterday.
I don’t want to think about it, but tears start to run down my face.
It’s been months, and I have to time to forget.
Somehow after all those months, my heart still felt like its breaking.
I’m trying to be the same person that you used to know,
but I don’t think I have anything more to prove to you.
My feelings for you used to be so strong.
It still strong, but I don’t think it’ll ever be enough.
My heart almost closed and didn’t want to let you back in.
Then you came along, and you finally realized that you wanted to be with me.
After all the things we been through and worked for, you wanted to be in my heart again when you have all those months to think it through.
You were confused if you wanted to still be with me; when you knew you were already my choice.
You left me hanging by thread; I didn’t want to let go, but it’s what keeps my heart aching every night.
I don’t know if I’ll ever forget what happen, you changed me how I feel about you now.
I can’t forget, its still hurting. I just wish it didn’t happen, but I can’t so I guess I have to live with it.
Standing in the Rain
Standing in the rain and it’s cold outside, but I think I’m going to stay here for awhile.
My soul is flying into the sky; finding the person who stole my heart, so he can hold me tight.
I start to feel my body shiver, with all the raindrops start to numb my fingers.
It’s weird how I’m not feeling cold at all, but all I can feel is you’re heart beating close.
It makes me feel warm inside, like nothing I ever felt before.
As I turn around I saw you pulling close to me and trying to protect me from everything.
Where standing in the pouring rain; pressing my face against your chest, I don’t want this to end.
Trying to find the right beat to play inside my head so we can start dancing together.
I used to think that there’s no such thing as perfection, but I would have to say that you’re the closest perfection that ever came into my life.
With all the mistakes, endless fighting we have been through.
I still try to make a place for you in my heart.
Even if I cried so many times, and wanting to go away.
I still want to stay with you, and my love for you would still be stronger than before.
Standing in the rain; where still holding into each other and trying to imagine that it’s only the two of us in the world
Every song that keeps reminding me of the past, still feels like it happened yesterday.
I don’t want to think about it, but tears start to run down my face.
It’s been months, and I have to time to forget.
Somehow after all those months, my heart still felt like its breaking.
I’m trying to be the same person that you used to know,
but I don’t think I have anything more to prove to you.
My feelings for you used to be so strong.
It still strong, but I don’t think it’ll ever be enough.
My heart almost closed and didn’t want to let you back in.
Then you came along, and you finally realized that you wanted to be with me.
After all the things we been through and worked for, you wanted to be in my heart again when you have all those months to think it through.
You were confused if you wanted to still be with me; when you knew you were already my choice.
You left me hanging by thread; I didn’t want to let go, but it’s what keeps my heart aching every night.
I don’t know if I’ll ever forget what happen, you changed me how I feel about you now.
I can’t forget, its still hurting. I just wish it didn’t happen, but I can’t so I guess I have to live with it.
Standing in the Rain
Standing in the rain and it’s cold outside, but I think I’m going to stay here for awhile.
My soul is flying into the sky; finding the person who stole my heart, so he can hold me tight.
I start to feel my body shiver, with all the raindrops start to numb my fingers.
It’s weird how I’m not feeling cold at all, but all I can feel is you’re heart beating close.
It makes me feel warm inside, like nothing I ever felt before.
As I turn around I saw you pulling close to me and trying to protect me from everything.
Where standing in the pouring rain; pressing my face against your chest, I don’t want this to end.
Trying to find the right beat to play inside my head so we can start dancing together.
I used to think that there’s no such thing as perfection, but I would have to say that you’re the closest perfection that ever came into my life.
With all the mistakes, endless fighting we have been through.
I still try to make a place for you in my heart.
Even if I cried so many times, and wanting to go away.
I still want to stay with you, and my love for you would still be stronger than before.
Standing in the rain; where still holding into each other and trying to imagine that it’s only the two of us in the world
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