I'll have it all (a new lyric) =)

I’ll have it all


I guess this is not my time, it never is.
Somewhere in this room there’s probably a tiny light.
Sadly I can’t see any of it at all.
It’s hard to move, nothings really changing.
Maybe it’s just me; maybe everything is changing without me realizing it.

I’ll count every breath I take; I’ll count every blink I blink.
I can’t count how much hope I have left.
My knees is weak, can’t move so I’ll just stay here.
Chorus
I’m getting used to staying in this room.
I used to feel so many things, but now I can’t feel anything.
I think I should just give up of knowing what I want.
Right now, I just really don’t know.
Maybe I’ll have it all later on, but not at this moment.

It’s pathetic how I’m still in this old place.
Why am I doing? I need to move;
Maybe moving a little bit would still be good.
Oh no! I’m getting claustrophobic, I need more space.

I’ll count every breath I take; I’ll count every blink I blink.
Sadly I can’t count how much hope I have left.
My knees is weak, can’t move so I’ll just stay here.
(Repeat Chorus)


I don’t want to stay in this room.
I hate being so empty, I want to feel something.
I have to keep going, no more falling.
I can’t have it all, if I’m still here.
It’s hard to get up, but I have to try at least.