can't get away from you

Surprisingly my mind and heart are pretty much on the same page. I really don't know how to tell you this, its not that I'm scared I just don't know how to say it. I honestly don't mind if you get pissed off at me, or start to block me, or start to not wanting to talk to me anymore. Maybe I realize that your going to eventually do that and not come back. I'm really hoping you won't or if you do I hope you just change into something better. I don't think I'm in love with you, I just want to be friends with you.