Dear step dad

I understand how parents should care about there children, and protect them. I believe that parents shouldn't make decisions for the children who aren't 14 years old anymore or 15. I understand how kids should obey there parents, but I hate when you think I don't do shit and don't give a shit about everyone. You know I do care about everyone, or yes I did do shit and thanks for not noticing. You guys expect to much from me that's why I also expect to much from other people. You guys want me to be perfect, You know what I'm not k? I will make mistakes, lots of them in the future. You guys just have to support me through everything I do and every decision I make. I want to experience things on my own so I'll know what to do, i don't want other people experiencing it for me. I want to live life, I want to breathe it and have fun. I know you have to follow rules, but I want to take chances because taking chances is what makes life worthy. I know I have my limitations, I know that things can happen to me, but you guys never trust me. I lie to you guys because you guys always judge me on everything I do because you don't like it. You guys don't even want me to be different, you guys want me to be like other people. I don't want to be like other people, I just want to be me!You guys don't support me, you guys always bring me down, and you always think that I'm not going to go anywhere. Really? is that what you think? do you see me give up? If you think that then, you guys don't really know me at all. you guys don't know what I'm capable of, or how strong I am as a person. The reason why I show I don't give a shit because I already tried my best but you guys never see it